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  • I love being a parent but…

    I love being a mom. People tell you they would die or kill for their kids. When I had my kids, I realized there is nothing I wouldn’t do for them. I wanted to give them a life I never had. I want them to be loved, safe, kind and happy. The absolute worst part…

  • Stepping Out

    Like everyone I can name many experiences in life that helped me grow. I want to tell about one specific time that I am very proud of. It caused lots of pain and controversy in my family. I was born into an abusive home. My father would beat my mother or us kids whenever he…

  • It’s The Little Things

    We take the little things for granted sometimes. Or we don’t realize how much they actually mean. Until someone shows us either in a negative way or positive. Today this reality hit me right in the face. I have talked about my ex husband and his repeated unfaithfulness. It is very stereotypical of me. I…

  • Blast from the past!

    It is 2:12 am. My husband and children are fast asleep. I on the other hand can not sleep. Some nights your brain can’t just drift away to dream land. You just continue to run through memories from a life time ago. You know the ones that make you look at yourself and ask some…

  • So Much To Say So Little Time

    What would I say to my teenage self? There are so many things I would say. First, I would tell her to slow down and to focus on school. College is an option. Broken hearts heal. Use your brain. Most importantly, she is loved. First things first. You are so smart in more ways then…

  • …And then he walked in

    In the spirit of the holiday, I thought I should share our love story. It’s nothing special or romantic, but it’s perfect for us. In 2021 I left my husband of ten years. I had endured cheating, emotional abuse, psychological abuse, sexual abuse, and physical abuse. I didn’t realize it but I had checked out…

  • Aftermath

    I see a lot of people talk about what it’s like when abuse is happening. Don’t get me wrong, that is incredibly important. Every warrior needs to tell their story. The stories help us understand how the abusers work and how they catch someone in their web. If you were raised with abusive parents it…

  • Introducing me!

    Where to start? What is better than a proper introduction! I am…me! I’m kidding I go by Audhild. I am a mother, wife, daughter, sister, and…warrior. I am still wondering, how I go about talking about all the things I think need to be said. I call myself a warrior because I am healing from…